February 2012
6 posts
21:47
“You are home for me.”
Obstacles
It’s just one of those days when you want to be in your room forever and sleep until the tiding waves of the world begin to calm down. It’s one of those days when you want to hate yourself because that piece of faith you’re holding on starts to slip out of your hands. Maybe it’s one of those days when you start questioning your self if you are good enough to make the right...
23:31
I was atop of our balcony upstairs earlier, a place where I go to smoke at night (because my parents are still apprehensive with the idea of me smoking at home which I don’t usually do) when a group of boys in a nearby computer shop (those kids I used to play basketball and the what-not with when I was younger—yes, I did play basketball) saw me and began calling everyone out of the...
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January 2012
14 posts
To the most terrifying thing I read tonight,
(And I’m making a big deal out of it because of my stupidity and carelessness. Ergo, rule number 1: Always follow the instructions during exams. I hate life.)
Que horror.
“no solution means a three-point deduction.”
Goodbye, 27 points.
Stresseater
It’s not that I don’t get enough hours of sleep—or worst case scenario, none at all; or my incapability to finish that fantasy novel I’ve been reading for almost 4 months now, or see my favorite series.
It is the time of the year when history practically repeats itself. The time when the access to freedom is temporarily lost. It is when the pressure triples itself, and...
22:56
In my twenty years of existence (nuks!), I have always assumed that my parents were never really the best people to talk to whenever shitty stuff are happening with my life. Sometimes, I figure things out by myself through exploration, or by merely being strong. I guess it’s one of the reasons why I’m not fully dependent with people, although I’m surrounded by tons of them. I...
reyvan:
It’s funny how one person can either make or break your day. One moment you’re all happy and giddy then the next thing you know is your heart’s breaking when someone does something you don’t want to see.
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“And there will come a time, you’ll see, with no more tears; and love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.”
Today in bullets
Went to school 3 hours earlier today for my OrCom105 (Dynamics of Public Relations) meeting with my groupmates. We’re building another PR plan for high school students which is going to be very tedious and time consuming in the forth coming days since it covers 30% (I think) of our final grade.
Arielle, Cara, Gaile, Marlo, and I had lunch at Mexicalli while talking about the feast of the...
December 2011
17 posts
For everything that was 2011
All throughout the year, I have one thing that I held closer in surviving the blatant yet subtle cruelty of the universe: my relationships with people I choose to surround myself with. To the people who didn’t hesitate to pull me up when I hit rock bottom, I could not be really grateful for standing with me when the world became oblivious because of the choices we made. To those who turned...
129 Movie Titles for 2011
The goal was to reach a specific number of 140 films. I could have gone beyond 140 if I didn’t devote my precious time in the wee hours of morning looking for a nice porn. Still, 129 is a good number. I believe I’ve developed this hunger to watch more movies if I ain’t that busy for school. Also, this is one of the probable reasons why I’ve gained weight by just sitting (or...
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Remember when we didn’t know certain things? Or rather, we believed everything people told us? It was easy to gain our respect back then. We were impressed by everything. Everyone was living a more exciting life than you so you trusted them with everything (O’Connell, 2011).
estipen asked: Hi Chris! :)) 65
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Buti pa ang Parañaque, may BF (Joves, 2011).
I am kinda flirting with this planner since I got home. Anyway, I got my Starbucks planner today. Thanks to Gaile and her friend, Kurt for helping me out with the last two stickers. Haven’t decided yet though what name I should give to this kiddo. I wanna name it a girl’s name (e.g. Chelsea, Margeaux) but boys’ are also running in my head (e.g. Alfonso, Antonio, Charlie). I...
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“Time doesn’t always heal; it just breathes and swallows memories.”
Of OrCom109.2
Prof. Villar: Where did you get your sources?
Ate whatever her name is: Wikipedia, sir.
The rest of the class (in our heads): WHAT.
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Word counts
Living in the 21st century made me realize that the days of ‘sorry’ seeming to be the hardest word is long gone. It’s not hard. I’ve heard and said it one too many times; apologies are free at any time of the day and the challenge is to spot the ones drenched in fake sincerity.
Before you turn on your cynicism, consider that not everyone can plan for a well-versed apology. When you spill a...
November 2011
15 posts
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11:11
Maybe it is my fault for caring too much that when it backfires, the impact is intolerably twice the pain. Maybe I have to wake up from too much daydreaming, or stop myself from burying my head in the sand because I keep on ignoring things. Maybe I have to constantly remind myself that things are getting real each day; that things settle for a while but it does not erase the fact that there is a...
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Can I be your lock?
Para keys kita.
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He smiled a lot, as if the world were a secret joke that only he was clever enough to understand (George R. R. Martin on Theon Greyjoy, A Game of Thrones, p. 398).
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How do you mend a broken heart? Cardiovascular...
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